Twilight

I am not ready for SG yet...
What happened in PH is incomprehensible.
Life has shown me atrocities of composite animosities in just 8 days.
One where your feelings side of the brain shuts down and your critical mind can’t take it in just yet.

Now, SG feels foreign rather than homie.
Staring at my bed asking myself what to do next.
I’m not mourning nor sad, of the parting and of leaving.
It’s a feeling of not having emotion, if there is such.

I guess, life goes on for the living.
And peace is only for the dead.