Thursday, April 15, 2021

When in doubt

 As a reference to my future self... as in 1-second-from-now future.

You've foreseen this. (pretending to be smart eh?) 😎
So, you know it's gonna be tough yet you yield (I admire you for this). 👍👍👍👍👍
You promised to never regret although, now, I see you falter. 😏 (ðŸŽķtell 'em that it's human nature ðŸŽķwhy why does he do me that waaay.. ðŸŽķ ðŸĪŠ)
Don't ever look back and utter "Is it worth giving up?" (yeah you need to assess the situation, we all know that! Don't contradict yourself geeez). ðŸĨąðŸĪ·‍♀️
Believe me it is worth taking chances. You're bound to lose something but you have gained something eh? (law of equivalent exchange? ðŸ”Ŋ🙏nah, what you gained could be something irreplaceable 💘, more valuable than any other so to speak. Then why on the verge of distress?ðŸĪĶ‍♀️). Just be grateful you ungrateful bastardess!😂
I know, I know you're almost there but have to let go. It is hard, yeah. When you get disappointed and I know at some point you will be, believe in God 🙏. Wherever you may be redirected from hereon is where you're supposed to be.
In times of uncertainties you always soulfully ask "Lord, it's been hard making decisions for myself. I have gone this far, but I don't know how to move on. ðŸ˜ĒPlease tell me you're still there and lead me on.". Bwalah! you asked for it and it was given. Oh God, this made me tear up.
I leave this to you for reference again "Make your decisions the right one. "Make right decisions" doesn't sound right at all because no one knows what the future holds eh? so I'm not gonna advise that ever. See... you have never regretted anything so far 👏. The moment you start questioning all the decisions you have made thus far, is the moment you lose confidence in your decision-making ability. So let's not go there. That's the dark side. You don't have much time to regret them all."